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Ice That Burns Steel

[BAD GRAMMARS AHEAD BECAUSE I'M ON A RAMPAGE. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. YOU'VE BEEN WARNED.]

Okay, I thought I was not going to say anything about this, but since this has gotten worst, I decided to butted in and throw in some of my thoughts in the hope I could wake some SONEs minds about all of these and so that they could get their shits right.

An honest confession of mine, I WAS never a SONE, and I AM NEVER a SONE. I listen to SNSD’s songs, but I never once consider myself as a SONE. But for so many reasons, I always adored Jessica. I don’t care what people said about her. People call her bimbo, a bitch, an attention-seeker, fake and blah blah whatsoever. But for me, she’s truly an idol. Whether she did plastic surgery or not, that is her own right, her own face not yours. She can do whatever she wants with it. At the end, it’s her talent that makes her popular. And heck! Half of K-IDOLS did plastic and no one freaking give a damn! That may, or may not sounds biased, but whatever, that’s not the point. The thing is, I freaking hate it with burning passion when people keep on making it seems like its Jessica who decided to LEAVE, instead of SM that was FORCING her out. Like seriously, people. Please get your shit right. Stop expecting her to return! SHE NEVER LEAVE FROM THE VERY FIRST PLACE, HOW DID YOU EXPECT HER TO FREAKING RETURN?! The only way she could go back to SNSD is whether she begged to SM or SM begged to her, which I promise you, will never happen. Jessica worth more than that. I don’t care about anything else, but when the pride of a woman becomes the issue, I just couldn’t sit down and watch. Begging for SM to accept her back or her group members to accept her back also means putting herself lower than the ground for these people to step on her back!! Okay, I’m getting emotional. I need to calm down for a bit… /breathes in breathes out/

Okay.

Let me ask you a question now. If your boyfriend freaking dump you like some garbage, would you go around begging on your knees for him to accept you back? Yeah, that’s the thing fellas. Shits happen. But if you decided to put yourself so lowly for the people who doesn’t even need you in their life, then let me tell you, you need some serious brainwashing session because I swear, something’s really wrong with your shitty brain. People throw you away because they don’t need you, but prove them wrong, make them regret for what they have done. That’s how you show them you’re not affected with their shits and could stand on your own two feet. Show them that there’s still lots of people out there that like you and could accept you for who you are.

I don’t give a damn what was their reason for kicking her out, I don’t even want to know. And I don’t care what SM had feed her former group member’s minds with that they didn’t even want to fight for her. The thing is, SM screwed up. They screwed up really bad. Kim Young Min, especially, screwed up the most. JYJ, SHINHWA, HANGENG, KRIS and now JESSICA…. SM needs to get their shits right for once and learn to treat their artist right. I don’t want to compare SM with YG or any other companies, SM is SM. YG is YG. But SM had enough dark stories to make things even worst for their company. I promise you, SM is not going to last too long if shits keep on continuing.

And now the netizen are making so much fuss about her whereabouts. Like seriously, leave the poor girl alone. Why the hell would she need to report about her whereabouts to media? To make herself looks pitiful? Seriously. If I am Jessica, I would need time for myself to think too. Leave her alone. She had made it clear that it was never in her intentions to leave SNSD. And I believe she love her group members too much to leave them. 15 years shedding blood and sweat together, she treasured all those moments so much to leave everything behind just like that. She made it clear that she had confronted SM and SNSD TWICE, yeah TWICE, to make it clear about her position in the group and about their permission for her to start up her business. They even agreed about it. And then it went bad and all these shits happen. It’s not her fault at all. And yet, people keep on making it seems like it was her fault and keep on saying “I hope she would return.” Seriously. JESSICA NEVER LEAVES! SHE WAS KICKED OUT!

No offense to SONEs, but I didn't think SM would treat her any better if she ever come back again. Nope. People would then see her as nothing but trash that was thrown and collected. Like I said just now, Jessica worth more than that. She's a strong person. She will success her business career and put SM in shame for kicking her out.

I feel sorry for her because of reasons. She said it herself that it was always her dream to start up a fashion line. It almost comes true at all. Why can’t they just support her instead of pushing her away like this? Jessica never neglected SNSD. Why would they agree about it from the very beginning if they were going to go against her at the end? To pressured her? Seriously? I WAS NOT A SONE, and with this issue comes up, I think I would NEVER ever be a SONE. This gives me enough reason to dislike SNSD. Seriously.

But anywhooooo, things might change in the future. Who knows. Whatever it is, I hope she could be strong to face all of this. I hope she wouldn’t give up on her dream just because handful of people decided to kick her out from their lives. Jessica might have been described as an Ice Princess, but she was not made of glass. She won't break because of this. I trust her. #StayStrongJessica.

p/s:- I always like the words ‘Blanc’ and ‘Noire’. Because in Pahang [the state I live in], black and white is our identity, the color of our flag, the symbolic of our culture. ‘Black and White will never fade’ is our motto. And when Jessica named her fashion line as ‘Blanc’, I felt so happy and proud to be her fan :D.