Behind Closed Door




For us, fans, it would be such a lie if I said I wasn’t affected by such an unexpected news about EXO and Kris decided to leave. It was like a counterpunch. Even though Kris isn’t my ultimate bias, but I does feel different with just 11 EXO instead of 12. But what’s hidden behind the closed door are the things that none of us know, except them. I know it would be almost too impossible to have Kris or even any EXO member reading this, but I’d like to tell them something, even when I know it’s impossible.

Selfishness comes with a high price.

Either it is selfishness from Kris’ party, or the other members, that’s not something that us, fans, know. Siding anyone for now is useless as we don’t even know what’s wrong and what’s right. Suho’s comments about Kris’ actions, Tao’s weibo post, Chanyeol and Sehun’s insta post, none of us know whether it was really them or someone else who tried to hide something bigger. I’m not blaming Kris, as just like what I said earlier, I don’t know what’s right and what’s wrong right now. It was too unexpected. I’m not blaming the members, as we all could understand just how tiring it is to deal with this kind of situation and to have to deal with the questions coming from millions of people. I’m not blaming fans either, for speculating a lot of things, as they’re confused as well. Right now, it was like a tsunami.

I’d like to give a little of my thoughts regarding to Tao’s latest Instagram update. Here’s the translation;



"The road is really long, where you want to go, no one can decide for you. The truth will always be hidden from the public, perhaps the public will choose to side the minority, but that isn't the truth. The truth will only be understood by those who have gone through it. Like the 11 of us members, our company SM and the staff. But on the outside, the good ones have been reversed to become the bad. You all will not feel the betrayal that I have felt, after being betrayed, and everyone actually sides this single person, you guys can have your own opinions, but all I want to say is that the truth apart from what's false, we know it in our hearts. One person chooses to leave, we can't hold him back, he has found his ways, and has escaped successfully. At a time when we are unaware, he actually secretly went away without letting us and the company know. The drive to do certain things will follow many people, but I hope that everyone will use this thirst with good intentions. Practicing and sweating a lot in the process, but realised that one person will never be back, this news, and the concert has to be prepared all over again with 11 people, it's tiring. Let's love EXO~”



If that post was really written by Tao, then what I want to say is one thing, it does hurt when you’re betrayed. It does hurt when the person you trust so much decided to walk away just like that. It really does hurt. But you see, scars healed. Time may be the best medicine for now. Just like you who controlled the time, just let it go and flow like water :) Even though some fans keep on bashing Tao and said he's not being faithful by posting such things about Kris, for me, I understand him. I am a bit like Tao in terms of attitude. We speaks our mind. We don't hold grudge against anyone. People like us don't trust anyone easily, but when we did, we trust them with all our heart. And to have our trust crushed just like that when they left, it's really painful. People who never experienced it will never understand.

By the way, I’d like to tell them, don’t do something that will make you regret for eternity just because you’re temporarily upset. You guys can go separate way with each other, but we all know that none of you guys will be happy with it. So please calm down. Don’t decide anything yet. Think carefully first and then make your decision. What will happened, will happened. Whatever decision you guys made at the end, none of us are in the position to question or argue.