When friends become nuisance




I got upset with a lot of “friends” lately. Yeah, “friend” because most of them are not that close with me and some of them are even just mere acquaintance, but act like they had known me for so long. I really hate it when people act like they know me so much when they actually being superficial and judgmental. I am not a type of person who talks much in real life, because I simply don’t like to blabber and speak stupid shits. When making decisions, “maybe” or “I think so” does not exists in my dictionary. It is either yes or no. My life is as simple as that. But even trying to be yourself is hard when people keep on criticizing, as if they’re perfect sugar fairies. Bitch please.

I hate the most when people answer questions for me. I have a mouth, thank you very much. You know nothing about me except my name and some things. So yeah, please shut up.

I am really a simple person. I never wear any makeup in my life; I’m not a beauty freak. I love to take selcas (by the way, I hate using the word ‘selfie’), make stupid faces sometimes, and on some occasions, I’ll upload them. Not all of course. Sometimes I like to show off my dimple because... why not? I was born with it and I love it. But when I got comments like “What, you think you’re so cute?” or “Fake much?”, I was like…. “What the hell?” I never said I am cute, you shitty mofo. And like honestly, if I am a faker, then what am I? Half Simpson and half talking potato? What kind of fakeness of me are they trying to point out? Skin color? Bitch, with different lightings, your skin color will appear differently. I am tanned, not black. Your rudeness hurts my pride. Eyes? My eyes are naturally rounded. Even I act naturally and expressionless. And one more thing, I can’t wear contact lenses because of some eye problem. I’d rather wear specs even if I look stupid with it. One day when I am rich enough, I’ll do Lasik and make you think again before talking.

And yeah, I just cannot understand what kind of fakeness they’re trying to point out.

Language. Another reason why I am upset with them.

I AM NOT AN ENGLISH NATIVE SPEAKER, FOR BANANAS’ AND UNICORNS’ SAKE.

For someone who’s just a high school kid to speak perfect English without any mistake at all, while English itself is not his/her first language, I swear he/she deserves an award. I did not use English to speak all the damn time. So if you judge a non-native speaker for her ability to speak English, that’s just the stupidest thing on earth. Seriously. I swear foreigners are funnier when they tried to speak Malay -___-;;;; Lol. When they pronounce the most basic greeting, “Apa khabar” as “Are-pa-ke-bare”, I think I’m going to shit bricks laughing. And when they pronounce “Kangkung belacan” as “Keng-kung-be-le-chen”, I swear I’ve had it enough. So yeah, I know my English isn’t perfect. That’s why I’m trying hard to improve it.

Lastly, KPOP. I LOVE KPOP and what the hell is your problem? I never question anyone why they love Miley Cyrus, Ariana Grande, Demi Lovato or any other Western singers out there, so what the hell is wrong with Kpop? What the hell is wrong with Asians making Asian music? You can’t understand Korean? Then freaking look for a Romanized lyrics and English translations. I live in a multicultural country, language barrier never matter to me. If their music hurts your ears so much, then don’t listen to it. Go find something else that could make you happy. Stop making noises like dogs barking. I really hate it when people bash KPOP music or even any other Asian music. Honestly, what is your problem? Being racist won’t make you look special. It proves just how stupid you are.


Ok, that’s all. Kbye~